There are things I'd like to say
   that I've said too many times before
   Things I should have done
   instead of looking for a way to get out
   You'll never know the sorrow I felt
   or the hours I've laid awake
   thinking about just what you said
   How could you know how I felt?
   I never took the time to figure it out
   or see how the problems arose
   I tried to blame the two of you
   I can only blame myself
   for the pain we felt
   There are words I should have spoken
   but I kept my fucking mouth shut instead
   Words would've made the difference
   but they always stayed unsaid
   Why won't you ever see?
   Why won't you even see?
   It's not just me